Christmas Day 25 December

Here I will publish chapter by chapter but If you want the complete book, in KINDLE or Pocket write "Martin Liss" in http://Amazon.com

This is the second chapter..

Connie woke up early this morning. She was going to become 18 in June, the 18th of June, but she was like a little child all Christmas mornings, she had been like that all her life. When she was younger she always wanted books. Now she had read them all and wanted to explore the world that the books hade taught her about. She fancying about how to live a great life on the French Riviera riding in cabriolets in the sunny morning sun and having great meals at nice restaurants and be able to drink champagnes. Here in escondido she only could get some shitty marihuana if she got lucky. It had no effect on her any more and she wanted to try some real life experiences with an exciting young man. She felt so lonely, so unwanted. She needed the excitement. Oh she could kill for a little envelope from her parents saying that she could have a thusand dollars to help her pay the spring break trip. She was not sure if she dared to go out there and look under the Christmas tree and see if there were any good news.

She went first to her lap top and checked if Peter was there, She normally checked on him before she went to bed around midnight so that she could fall asleep with him saying good night to her. That made her feel cared about, as if he was there and she could hug the pillow, pretending it was him. Peter was not online. He had set "flying helicopter" as mode... Oh, Lucky guy, flying helicopter... Wow, how can anyone be that lucky. What was Connie going to write? Taking the bike to the grocery? How could that even beat the dust off his shoes? Finally she felt so humiliated just being so poor in comparison to Peter she started to cry. When she had felt sorry for her self long time enough, about 30 seconds... she remembers that since she could not sink any lower it was time to see if her parental lobbying had given any results... She took a big breath and went out in the living room and found the tree there, her father had decorated it, she knew, because he had forgotten a half full beer can on the side of it. She thought of having a sip, but it was too early in the morning for beer, she thought, so she saved it away in her room for later, her father would never remember the can he left anyway.

She then went back to the Christmas tree to see what she could find.

There were so much stuff, most was to her mother, Connie thought it was her "boyfriends". Of course her mother said it was from the families, she said she cleaned for.

She could find only four presents with her name on, and no envelope that could hold any money. She got a little tear in one eye, she dried it away, sucked up air through her nose and felt so sad and left alone. She thought of how she could gather money. She thought maybe she could try to get some money in the fast food restaurants waitering tables. She had heard that normally, the guests gave good tip to pretty girls. She could put on some make up and would probably find good tips. She knew that she could never ever take her mothers job. She had seen her mother blowing that old mans dick, she had become so sick she could not even see meat anymore. Anything that came from the animals world made her sick nowadays. It hade been more than 12 months that she had not even felt horny. Every time she started to think of a mans body she got pictures up of her mom sucking the dick of that old man and it made her feel so sick she had to drink a glass of water. And then she threw up. It used to happen once a week at least. That made her look thinner now and she was actually better looking now than one year ago. Now her ass was not so fat anylonger and her stomuch flat. She had gotten some stuffed bras so the fact that her tits was getting smaller was taken care of.

She took one of the present and opened it. It was a book called "The Cannibal" By John Hawkes. The title made her feel sick. Cannibal, brrr. She went to the kitchen to have a glass of water. She had nothing to threw up so she went back to the tree to see what else could be there. She found another book a French quick guide. She thought it was strange, She had at least a B in french so it was not the school subject she needed to study more, she could need a first grade math book though, or she would need to blond her hair, as Peter had said he prefered blonds. She kept on searching for presents, oh yes there is was a soft thing that she suspected could be whatever but she opened it with very little enthusiasm. It was a travel bag. Hm a travel bag, a Book and a french pocket language book, maybe her prework hade done results anyay. It did actually look quite ok. She found the fourth and last present and opened it. It was a DVD. it was called Fast learning french in 3 weeks. her parents had as it seamed found out that she would need to speak French in Monaco, so they would push her to learn more and then she could maybe get there if she presented better grades... Hm she had a foot in! "she was going Spring Holyday, da da da da da daaaa" she was going to see her future Husband! She got goose bumps and she felt so very happy. Oh, if this is going to be true! Oh, she had to take a shower, she had to wax her legs, she oh, she just runned around in as in ecstasy. She started to jump to get the energy out of her. Ohhhhuoi!!!!Here I will publish chapter by chapter but If you want the complete book, in KINDLE or Pocket write "Martin Liss" in http://Amazon.com